Last Forty Minutes of Work

Last forty minutes of work...I'm going to blog. I have been dreading this all week. Which is odd. I don't know why it takes so much for me to push little buttons and have words appear in front of me. Maybe its because its normally what is in my head and heart.

Lately I have been contemplating tons of things. It seems to be an occupational hazard of being a seminary wife. Daniel and I have endless conversations about ministry and where the Lord is taking us. How much the church is failing and how much we as Christians are failing. It can be ever discouraging. We have dates where we can't talk about the church, we have days where we make ourselves watch tv, and buy people magazine so we can be normal. I am finding myself wanting to hangout more with non-Christians then Christians.

As in all things though HE is good. Restoring my weary and exhausted soul, He reminds me that its not hard its simple He loves me. He wants me to spend time with Him, and not just spend time but to do it passionately. He is gently nudging me to come back and give it all to Him. All the crap.